Xander pats Alka's shoulder. "Wanna hear a secret?" He leans in. "I haven't felt alive in a long time. So in a very small sense, I get what you mean about missing being actually alive, maybe not perfectly but, better than nothing." He goes back to walking, looking back at Geoff again. "Well, I think that's about as much as the rest of us can say. You'll be okay."