Xander stood there awkwardly for a little while. "Well, I know you're secret so I'll tell you mine. I was hoping to keep this from being heard by anyone, as it might change how they see me. I...I used to run with a gang of criminals. I got in with the wrong crowd at a bad time in my life, I was searching for meaning an they gave it to me. We lived life to the fullest by rejecting the laws and rules we grew up with. It wasn't petty stuff like robbery or stuff like that either, that's just how it started. As time went on, things got out of control. I won't go into details but I've seen and done some horrible things." He stood there for a while quietly. "Make of that what you will."