"she's going to ruin everything...They'll find out, they'll turn against me." Xander clenches his fist. "I can't let them..." He shook his head. "No. no, I can't think like that. I'll find a way." He reached the front door and tries to push it open, feeling weak and shaken he stumbles through it and falls to his knee. Coughing a couple times as he does.