Alone (poem)

[MysticShadowDragon]

don't leave me so blind
hurt and confused
I'm attacking my mind
where are you?
you didn't leave
please don't leave me alone
don't let me grieve
I don't want to be alone
while I sing to your stone
will I go crazy
still getting texts from your phone
will I close my eyes
to find us playing rummy
Betting on money
then open up to a brand new day
with less quality
since you're not here to say "hey"

walking further from my past
I try not to forget
the strong ass smell
of your lit cigarette
screwing around making jokes
no one can tell me that was a hoax
I remember the suffocating scent of tar
you never being ashamed of who you are
always being here when I needed a friend
still smiling for everyone in the end