Hun, I know that feeling all too well.
I also feel like I'm forever alone. Every time I try and show interest in a guy, they always pretend like I don't exist or I find out they already have a girlfriend. I have had a boyfriend in the past but my first died in a car crash and my second turned out to be a jerk who only saw me as a sex toy. I still sit here wondering if I'll ever find someone.
If you want someone to talk to, I'm here.