...why is barnie there...
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Heights
Attention
Public speaking
Dying with regrets
Going insane and hurting someone (could include myself)
The absurdity and pointless cruelty of life (sometimes). Other times I can bear it.
That I may end up consumed by anger or despair
That my existence may end up causing more harm than good in the long run.
That I will not be able to control my depression.
That I will be a burden on others.
That my mom would kill herself. (she's recovered immensely but the thought is always on the back of my head)
That my misanthropy would get the better of me.
That I'll never be happy again.