*Al stopped in his tracks and turned around to Grunan, both his eyes cold and devoid of any comfort* Al: These people are willing to take any life in order to achieve their goal.... Pregnant Women... Children... People who cannot defend themselves... anyone... Unless you are able to take millions of innocent lives without batting an eye, you aren't getting into that group... I, for one, am not physically capable of feeling empathy or remorse... So, I have the best chance.... *Al then turned to Xander* I don't doubt that you've killed people... But the people you've killed were probably armed... Probably capable of defending themselves... I am no pawn... I need to get by, and I can do something well... Put 2 and 2 together, and you have a business which keeps the lights on back at home...