I'M FINALLY ALLOWED TO GO HOME TODAY!!!!12728!!
Been more or less held captive at mom's place again for almost a month.
It's not really all that fun here. Sure, mom can be a decent person if and when she's trying, but sadly that doesn't seem to happen all too often. But I have to go home too. I'm 20 years old now and I have a life of my own. Bills to pay. Laundry to take care of. That kind of stuff. Not really too exciting or fun either, but sure beats being here. I suppose you could call me ungrateful, but I just can't help but to think that she's a bit too late for making up for those things that happened 5 years ago. I wouldn't say I'm angry with her or anything, but it just feels unforgivable. The thing she did back then 5 years ago, that is. You can pick either your child, or the bottle, but -not- both, and trying to somehow pretend those things never happened later just won't work. Nope. Other things that don't work? I'd say ketchup on cookies. Not that I've ever tried. It could actually be awesome. Like ketchup on vanilla ice cream. That's delicious. Fries dipped in vanilla ice cream are pretty tasty too. I also like coke. I'm kinda addicted to it. A funny thing is that swedish coke taste like finnish pepsi. I wonder if their pepsi taste like our coke? Should remember to try that once I'm at NFC later this month. That's a furry con. In sweden. I'm not in sweden. But I still speak swedish. I'm still 100% finnish tho. But my birth language is still swedish. Finnish is a very confusing language. But it has a long palindrome. Saippuakivikauppias. Soap salesman. A rather interesting profession if you ask me. I just hope he doesn't sell lavender-scented soap. Lavender gives me headaches. I don't like headaches. I like things that smell nice tho. Like new-cut grass. Or sawdust. Sawdust is annoying of it gets stuck in the hair. Many things are annoying when they get stuck in my hair. Especially hairbands. It hurts to try and get them out. Speaking of out, it's been snowing again. I don't really like snow anymore, but it was fun when I was younger. Some 10-15 years ago. Then I was 5-10 years old. Now I'm 20. But I'm still really only 8. Where's the logic in that? You tell me. Someone once told me that I looked like Lordi when I was wearing that hat, but that I looked even worse without it. That was pretty rude. No idea what that guy is doing today, but I really wish he decided to apply for the metal industry school. And that he was accepted. Not because I wish him all the best and stuff. Pokemon: Best wishes isn't all that great either. But because the metal factory thing most people from this particular town intended to go work at once they were done with school went bankrupt a few years ago. Karma. Now this town has nothing and everyone is starting to move away to where the grass is greener. Or well, you can still buy fresh fish and french cheese, but without a job to earn money to buy those things for that's hardly going to lure anyone to move out here. I know I'm not moving back at least. The wounds are too deep and the ghosts too many. That sounds spooky. I don't like spooky things. They scare me. I'm easily frightened. Yup. I'm also afraid of the dark. A great thing when you live in a country with almost no light at all for almost half a year. But the other half is nice. Especially up north. I like it up there. It's still pretty much untouched. Ancient endless forests stretching out as far as the eye can see, only parting because of one of the thousand lakes happened to be placed there. It's truly a sight to behold. But it's such a pain to walk up the mountains sometimes. But still well worth the effort. Actually, the ice age ruined all the mountains here, so they're more like hills than actual mountains. The ice age also brought with it another funny thing. Glacial rebound. The land rises from the sea with a few centimeters every few centuries. Or something like that. I don't quite remember. There are many things I don't remember. Like what bank pin code to use. Because I never line over the ones I've already used. Lazy woof. Sounds a bit like some kind of angry birds clone. Angry birds is also finnish. Just like darude. And nokia. My first phone was a nokia. Wouldn't surprise me if my first pair of boots also were made by nokia. All this random whining about finland makes me sound like some sort of fangirl. That's not true. The finnish national anthem has 11 verses and I hardly even remember the two they tried to teach us at school. I can't be a fangirl. I also can't ski. And I prefer taking baths over sitting in the sauna. I love bathing. And the sea. Especially the sea. It makes me happy. Zani makes me happy too. And pokemon. Most of the time. Except for when it makes me sad. Lke when a shiny pokemon is accidentally knocked out by a critical hit. That's really sad. I once found a shiny raticate. I fled from the battle because I was stupid. I like shiny things tho. Like pretty amethysts. They're purple. Purple is my favorite color. Because I also like brown. And green. Emeralds are green. Pokemon emerald was a great game, but the sprites in pokemon green looked a bit funny. Pokemon leafgreen was fun too. Not that I've played it much. I had pokemon firered myself. I also played pokemon red. Now I'm playing alpha sapphire. Pokemon sapphire was my favourite pokemon game.
Irlumenarteh confirmed. I think. Maybe. No idea why tho. Legend of Zelda maybe. The triforce has lots of triangles in it. Does that make it a triangle-drama? I like wolf link. He kinda got me interested in the fandom. Not that I knew about the fandom at the time. I just saw some awesome quadsuit-videos. I'd love to get a quadsuit some day. Not that I don't like normal suits, I just think happen to like quads enough to break my bank account and back for one. At some point. Maybe. I like cabbage too. Especially cabbage stew. It makes me all fuzzy inside. Like hugs and cuddles do.