That's exactly what I don't have
I act weird and make weird gestures and sounds while talking.
I also never make or keep eye contact when talking to people if I can avoid it.
In fact, most should consider themselves lucky if I even look at them at all!
Not even people I consider close are spared. Especially not the people I consider close.
They know me and my weird ways and seem to have accepted me despite all the things, so I don't even try to act normal around them as I do most other people.
That acting normal part most likely makes me come off as being even weirder to most people who don't know me too well.
Or well, not just "most likely", I've already managed to confirm that it does for sure several times.
That's just the way I am.
It doesn't really bother me tho, most people don't really seem to mind too much even if we're not too close, and I can always hang out with people online instead.
Oh wait, I forgot I'm kinda awkward here too!
Oops.
Here, have a purple cheetah instead.
And yeah, I'm discouraged from doing stuff way too quickly too.
I don't know how many times I've seriously considered trying to learn how to draw, only for me to quit after the first three or so pictures due to not feeling I'm getting anywhere. >->