I am feeling like i cant trust anyone.. i mean its not like i feel like i get listened too. what i mean by that is that people DO listen to me on here.. but i want a shoulder to cry on, literally. I hold in so much pain, that even when i tell people about it, it creates more pain because i try not to cry. or i have no one to help me when im crying... I am even considering leaving this site and every site i am apart off... this probably wont happen but i just am lost right now.. even now, more and more pain is being stored in my head...i want to actually be happy for once.