You definitley put it well. I just didn't feel up to speaking that much due to the enviroment. For me, it's just been frustrating because i've dated a countless number of people, trying my best to not being a 'date too fast' kind of thing. I've dissapointed myself too many times. And, I feel helpless sometimes. Even though i'm not, I just can't help myself. I **censor** one relationship up that was on the track for marriage All by myself. What is wrong with me? Eh, probably something's wrong with me, and im another case of someone who dies alone.