*smiles* thank you..I'm feeling a bit better
The reason I was so depressed was because I gave the note I wrote to my crush and she read it and she was saying aww the whole time and smiling but I could tell she didn't really know what to do. She asked how long I've liked her and I said since last school year, she was smiling and giggling because she thought my nervousness and award laughing was cute. She said she wasn't looking for a relationship,and that I shouldn't worry because nothing would really change us (we'd still be friends) and I was really shaky and nervous. 5th hour I was distracted, 6th hour I was quiet, and 7th hour and after school the depression really got to me..I had a choir concert tonight (it was beautiful, she had a solo and it was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard) and I felt better.