That's it... It's Over...

[Cecilia Peromi]

Today just became the worst day ever for me:

It all started yesterday afternoon, in an argument about my dysphoria I told my little brother I'd rather die than stay a boy. Of course I didn't mean it, I was just angry. It doesn't matter though, my aunt gave me a stern lecture on how I don't think, or care about others. It's true I guess, I can't do anything right. But there's more, she knows about me and these forums she said "you should not be talking about this stuff to people who could be 80 year old predators." So that's it... I've been dreading this day ever since I joined... I'm leaving, it's over. I'm tearing up as I type this I'm so sad right now... I'm sorry everyone, I'm sorry that it have to leave, I'm sorry my aunt is like this, I'm sorry I'm so weak. I'm sorry...

[Remo The Sponge Guppy]

Is she forcing you to leave Cecilia?!

Post Merge: January 06, 2016, 12:32:15 AMIs she forcing you to leave Cecilia?! She can't do that and you aren't weak!

[0nefang]

Cecilia she can't do that you have the Charter of Rights on your side

[Rho'Syn Ilwynog]

That... that really sucks...

I was fortunate not to run into this myself when I was a kid, but I knew many people that would disappear from the forums or from other sites...

Good news, you will be an adult one day and be able to return. You will be able to find ways back to us. I'm sorry your family is making this choice to force you to be something other than yourself.

Stay strong, I believe in you.

[Blaze]

Damn... Cecilia try to talk to your aunt, she can't restrict your freedom like this... i hope something changes and you can still stay here with us.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Is she forcing you to leave Cecilia?!

She never said, but she doesn't really have to. She implies everything she says, and by saying I shouldn't be here she's implying that I get off. She doesn't have to enforce it, my brother will probably do that.

[Rho'Syn Ilwynog]

Heh, there are ways around it. Public libraries, phones, lots of stuff. You will find your way back I'm sure. ^^


We would miss you terribly if you left. Anyways, you can tell your brother if he does enforce it that if you become a troubled person in the future, it will be his fault. I'll send good energy your way.

[Remo The Sponge Guppy]

Cecilia you are old enough to make this your own decision. F$&k your aunt and f$&k your brother.

[kalan]

This is **censor**. I gonna miss you if you have to go. You're one of my best friends. And you are not anything they are trying to make you believe you are. You are a wonderful person and nothing less

[Rob_Silvermyst]

If they cannot accept you for who you are, then they are more concerned about themselves and their personal beliefs than they are about you. They may be concerned, but thier concern is that you don't fall in line with what they believe you should be.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Thanks everyone, I knew I could count on you to cheer me up and raise my spirits. You always do. I just wish my aunt could see all this.

[Rob_Silvermyst]

We will always be there for you, one way or another.

[Remo The Sponge Guppy]

I gave you my address. Send me a letter if that's what it takes. And if it comes to it I'll drive to Tennessee and get you out of there myself

[Oanta]

I know you probably don't know me too well, but please know that your voice on this forum has helped to make it one of the most enjoyable forums that I have been on.  I know all of us here want to see you and continue to hear from you, but I also know that sometimes there are things in our lives that get in the way of what we want.  We want you here but we all want you to be safe and happy too.  So, whatever you decide to do (because it is ultimately your decision) all I have to say is, "YOU GO GIRL!"


(and a link to this song that I really like and I hope it helps) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYoapICIfeE

[Cecilia Peromi]

I've thought a lot about the things that have happened recently and I've come to a realization. What I did was wrong, I shouldn't have said those things to my little brother. No matter how much he bugs me, I shouldn't have scared him like that. The truth is I'm very different when I'm not on the forums. I'm secluded, and indifferent about everything. I'm mean to my brother, I get violent when I'm angry. That's me, that's Mason. However... I want to change, I want to make people see me the way you guys do. I want things to get better now. Because when I compare Mason to Cecilia, Cecilia is so much nicer, so much more friendly, and I don't want that... I want to be happy while making others happy.