Elementalists (Open RP)

[Bricket]

"Thanks for the patch-up, I guess..." says bricket rather annoyed to Razuel.
"Ey Wolf, that's the kind of answer I expected. I hope you will gain my trust when they come for you" is he saying to Firefly.

Bricket got up and started walking around and slowly realizing what he has done
"Did I do that? Did I destroy those trees? What did I do?" is he asking to himself out loud.

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Ibi overheard Bricket asking if he'd knocked down the trees. "No, that was me. I was trying to shut you all up, but you were otherwise occupied."

[Bricket]

Bricket looked at Ibi: "then what did I do?"
He sits down and looks around: "you know Ibi, this isn't the first time this happened to me"

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Ibi tilted their head slightly. "First time what has happened?"

[Bricket]

Bricket laughed a bit whilst sighing
"What happened then is what I am hiding and running for"
He looks in front of him away from Ibi to hide his tears and tries his best to surpress the sadness in his tone
"Have you ever lost everyone you love and hear sometimes them scream in your dreams?"

[Ibi Tanvaal]

"I have." Ibi said. "You're not alone in this world, you can talk with us. You can be our friend. We're not about to kick you onto the street because you did a few things..." They sat Ray down before heading over to Bricket, laying a paw on his shoulder.

[Bricket]

"Sorry, but I can't tell it. Mara has seen what I've done. Why are you so nice to someone who deserves to burn?"
Bricket feels himself breaking over the thoughts about what he has done
"I am not better than the worst person here, If you would know on what scale I've done it; you would immediatly want to end me"

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Ibi curled their arm around Bricket's shoulders, holding him close. "Try me."

[Bricket]

Bricket laughed but he feels more and more broken
"I CAN'T! I just can't Ibi" He looks at ibi dead in the eye
"I can't, and I don't want to see what I"ve done but I see it constantly happening when I sleep"

He then looks to the sky with tears rolling down his face
"It's what I deserve, not being able to live without the daily torment of my actions"

[Firefly Wolfy]

*Firefly looks at bricket - then looks away filled with emotion*


I don't think we're so different, you and I. We've both done unforgivable things. We have more in common than meets the eye. Even a condemned Wolf can can make things right again. Believe me. You don't have to suffer alone. 

[Bricket]

"Maybe, maybe not..."
Bricket then looks at Mara 'I did that huh?'
"Ibi, is it because of me that Mara is passed out?"

[Ibi Tanvaal]

"Not exactly... She was protecting you from a potentially lethal blow." Ibi said.

[Bricket]

"Do you mean in the forest?"
Bricket is trying to supress his emotions and changes subject
"Has Mara my bag?"

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Ibi nodded. "She does. She was deeply upset after you disappeared, so she took your things as a memory. She'd be more than happy to return them, though."

[Bricket]

Bricket smiled a bit
"Someone cared about me? I don't see that happening a lot."
He then looked at Ibi
"Can I ask you something? If you are capable of reading my memories, will you please not do it?"