Author Topic: peers out from shadows (Read 2316 times)

Ventus Fall · « **Reply #15 on:** January 06, 2017, 09:23:15 PM »

Aha! Considering your interests, I would say to take a look at the rest of the forums (if you haven't already

) !
We have a board called Artistic Stuff, for all art related things (drawings, paintings, etc.), Forum Games and Roleplaying board (maybe you will find something you like there, maybe something like Dungeons and Dragons ;D), a Writing and Literature board and of course a board just for games: The Video and Traditional Games board.

Of course we have other boards too! Feel free to check the forums out when you can and want to!
The boards mentioned are just what I thought might be a few good places for you to start looking into

Hope these help

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #16 on:** January 07, 2017, 04:40:33 PM »

Thank you, Ventus! * Hugs* I'll look into then when I get time!

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #17 on:** January 07, 2017, 04:45:49 PM »

Welcome to the Furrydom! It is a very accepting and fun group here, even for introverted wolves like myself!

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #18 on:** January 07, 2017, 04:54:00 PM »

Wow, thank you! * looks at feather dangling from ear* That's cool! Is there a particular significance to it? Perhaps a reference to Native American culture?

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #19 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:01:20 PM »

Kaida (if I may call you that, since you said you were changing the name, think it sounds better than Nightmare...)

If you find my intro post it will explain more than I can here, but yes, some Native american influence, also ties to what I am since Naake ni is a real part of me, not 'just' a fursona.

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #20 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:13:25 PM »

Wait, you too? That's amazing! It's not so much that I'm changing it, but I actually have several personas that are a substantial part of me as well, much in the same way as multiple personalities(only even though they are all part of me, they feel and act like their own individuals). Kaida Lestrange is who I am now, but another one is Nightmare Zephyris. She comes out less often though, as she is pretty reclusive. But she is very deeply attached to me and... Well, I'll be honest her friends are few because she only ever comes out to help if I'm in trouble. She never connected with anyone besides Okami and I, namely because she thinks saying who/what she believes herself to be would be to my detriment. It's part of the reason why I joined... For both of us

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #21 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:16:25 PM »

understand.... Naake ni (Apache for Two Spirits) is the Wolf in me, now that I am accepting what I am he has become a very integral part of my daily life, and is helping me understand things around me..

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #22 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:32:28 PM »

That sounds a lot like Zeph, too... Except at first she wasn't so nice. I mean, I had a lot of darkness in me that I refused to accept when she first surfaced. I mean, she was always there, but I wasn't fully aware until I was around 16 years old. Anyway, she seemed to embody everything I feared about myself at first... But she was in pain because if it. It wasn't what she was meant to be. When Okami and I managed to pull her out of it, she regained a part of herself back. She's tried to protect and guide me ever since. She's even literally pulled me out of a dream to stop very substantial nightmare. (hence her title) * scratches head* I still don't know what that thing was...

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #23 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:34:58 PM »

yep, sounds similar. For the longest time I thought Naake ni (wasn't named back then) was just a part of me I 'created' to do a job I had to do outside my normal comfort zone. Looking further back Naake ni has ALWAYS been there, I just had to get to a place where I was able to understand and be open about it!

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #24 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:42:20 PM »

Exactly! I thought I made her so I wouldn't be afraid out alone anymore. But it's come down to the fact that she even has her own spiritual energy when she takes control (I have friends IRL that are aura sensitive that can vouch) I have so many 'personalities' that it's not even funny, but she has always been different.

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #25 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:44:29 PM »

YES! Naake ni is the only one for me, but same on the energy, etc!

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #26 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:46:42 PM »

Finally, someone else who understands!

Can I send you a buddy request? You're amazing, btw.

Fuzzpaws · « **Reply #27 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:51:18 PM »

sure!
funny that just a year ago I would not have understood at all...

Okami hightop · « **Reply #28 on:** January 07, 2017, 05:53:06 PM »

Wow its cool to meet people like us. We actually have five in us. Each surfaced at different points in our lives. Hince why we prefer plural identification.

Nightmare Lestrange · « **Reply #29 on:** January 07, 2017, 06:43:27 PM »

*Hugs Okami* Yeah, In a way i suppose you could say our heads' a little scrambled, but I find life a lot more colorful that way. I'm know at the very least I'm crazy, but I've come to embrace it more than anything. I mean, after dealing with 13 different personalities not including yourself, I dare anyone to say they are perfectly sane! xD

To think, I couldn't tell anyone this in real life... I actually feel a bit relieved. ^~^

But our crazy matches theirs! * ruffles head fur * That's why we are mates, right? No one whee can put up with me this long! *winks*

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