I sit in my meditation room trying to focus myself, but my mind is all over the place. I've never had a problem centering myself before, but I've never tried off the earth. I finally just sit at the window and look at the memorial stone, watching the shadow from the artificial sun as it tracks across. Watching the flowers, and notice there are no bees... The flowers flutter i the wind like they are alive...
My mind calms as I look at the one connection I have to Earth, the words "It's time, My Love" echos thought my thoughts, coalescing them into a single focal point. The battle inside subsides as I sit looking out that 'window', a.d I finally understand.
I pad out of the den into the hallway, and just start walking around not really thinking, just letting my mind process everything. I figure I might as well get to know this place, and maybe meet some of my new neighbors. Looks like I'll be here for a while...