I no longer live in Mackinaw, IL anymore. The last few years were living hell because living with my dad was everyday worrying about him flipping out like if he'd hit me, pull out out of the house to lock me out in the cold (while I was finishing up HS!), or just do something to make it more miserable to live with him. Even though he didn't physically do anything, yet, he threatened me and made me afraid of living there for years anyway. Eventually had to start talking to Police Departments since sometimes they don't do anything until something happens like if I was beaten up. But at least they helped me have an ear to talk to when I get threatened. It was very nerve racking on me because I don't have really good medical nerves.
Ended up losing some friends when I needed to go ahead and get myself to stop worrying about whether if they're gonna believe me or some liar who spreads lies about me. Some say if someone doesn't believe you, then they're not your friends. Well, I had some who tried "being friends" with me while not believing me. So, I'm not sorry for blocking some people who didn't believe me, mostly because of what I was dealing with in real life about my dad. I had too much on myself with my medical nerves because my diabetes messed with them.
I am finally living away from my father and finally can hangout with fur friends when I want and I can finally be myself.
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