Mine was also art...
So, well, it's a little different - I've been drawing for as long as I can remember.. But long story short, when I was young, I contracted Swine Flu, and I've been dealing with complications from that forever more
well - circa 2022, I've got these awful problems in my hands/wrists/arms that make it an absolute pain to draw - they're checking me out for arthritis, but it's likely some form of ulnar palsy they also reckon - basically, hands don't work, hands work for short bursts. I use dictation to type a lot of the time
so I was thinking - how am I ever going to draw again?! It felt hopeless for a long time, but I found that I couldn't just put Art down forever, because it made me too happy
Well, I really like drawing.. Even though it now looked awful - seriously, I spent a few months drawing this absolutely child-like scrawls.. But I found out that I didn't care if it looks 'good', so long as I get to have fun and express myself
and through just re-learning how to draw with my condition, I've actually gotten quite good at it again.. Perhaps better than I was before? It took me a lot (A LOT) of awful art - and I often still will just draw something honestly cruddy-looking that pre-2022, I would have scoffed at and scrapped - because I like the thought of getting my ideas out - if people can tell what I've drawn, then it looking good is secondary
Well - my avatar is my own art currently! So I'd say I've come back around.
This is one which I posted recently
which isn't bad at all - I actually really like it! But I used to be able to put out these beautiful rendered pieces in the same time that it took me to draw this one out - which used to annoy me, but now I just see the merit in this - I was able to make a few people happy with it, and I made myself happy
So I'd actually like to give you advice on that... Does it make you happy to draw?
Does it seem fun? Getting 'good' at art is something which happens on accident..You have to learn how to have fun with it, first! It's like playing a game - I like to think of it as playing a game, at least. It makes me not care about the output so much - and then I get better just by virtue of doing it a whole lot!
You'll draw something, and you'll go, 'I wonder how to draw eyes?' and you'll look up an eye tutorial - and you'll get good at art. It's like that the whole way down, and then, one day, you'll realise somehow - you've done good! So really, the trick is just beginning, and learning to love what you draw - the rest will come naturally.
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