i snapped out of my daze,frightened,"OH!...oh..nothing.....just h-having a-..a moment..." i liked going through my moment,the remind me of who i am,but in a way i dislike them,puts me in akward positions that i can barely avoid,makes my friends feel bad for me....gives them extra issues to handle,too much trash to handle.I almost instantaniously hopped into the pool,making my head go under then bobbing back up,trying to play the whole 'moment' thing off. "-But im fine" i hated lying to close friends.I rubbed my eyes,trying to hide the 'red eye' and washing away the streaks of dried tears on my cheeks