Hmm, I've always loved nature, and felt a stronger bond towards all the animals of this world besides humans. Humans just...didn't seem natural to me. I don't know why exactly. But eventually I ended up unconsciously aquiring a fursona. I looked into this sort of thing and found it wasn't uncommon. The rest is obvious.
Ok, so I know I'm not alone now
. Well, my story is similar to that; I could not explain my feelings any better than that, but there are a few more interesting experiences that lead me to pursue fur-fandom. (what? you think I wasnt going to write a lengthy explination
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So I have always felt a personal, deep connection to nature, my pets, and basically any animal that crosses my path (especially mammals because I can relate). My favorite activity has always been just running in the woods, especially when I'm having a rough day, and as a kid my dog would run along the trails with me, I felt like he was as close to me as a big brother would be. And ya, I felt as if that wasnt quite normal, So I just never told anyone of my feelings.
I had not even known of fur-fandom, until my senior year in High school. One of my friends (who moved from Seattle) told me about them one day (he had run into a convention once), and I just thought that was kinda weird, and that I should avoid those people, because he had only told me that they were weird and they harassed him. I had no idea the term meant a fandom of anthros. I had always treid to find what type of animal fits my friends' personalities, and I guess I had developed fursonas for all of them, but I never really did anything about it. Then I met a girl at school who I became very close to, I saw her posters around school, with anthros giving safety tips, but i didnt think much of it. Then I saw her devientart gallery on her computer, and she had drawn characters for all of her friends, even me, and I thought it was pretty cool. I never really knew thats what furries did though, so I didnt ask her about it. That did peak my interest however. and I obsessed over her drawings, I was crushed when we had a falling out.
Then me and a group of friends went to my friend's summer home two summers ago, and we decided to go bowling, so we did. And after a few minutes of bowling, a group of people in fur-suits came strolling in, and bowled in the lane right next to ours. I thought, "hmmm, thats strange", but my eyes lit up. The entire time my friends laughed and jeered at them, I played along. The fursuiters were hootin' and howlin' when they came in, but after a while they just bowled and talked with thier suites on the entire time. They were actually quite friendly, and we exchanged hellos a few times. The entire time I wanted to just go over and bowl and talk with them, to be one of them, but I didnt. I just played along with my friends. At this point all of my friends told me about furries, because I didnt really know, but they just thought they were freaks who had the same fetish. So they were creeped out, but my interest was further peaked. I kind-of looked into the dirtier side of furries, but I dropped it for a while, and thought I needed to get it out of my system.
I was in denial for a while, until me and one of my friends saw a fursuiter walking around Providence in March. He just laughed and said she was probably a RISD student, then we walked in the other direction because he was creeped out. From then I actually did some research, and I found out about actual fur-fandom. I was hooked, I knew that was me, but I told no one, and remained in denial. I found this forum, and looked around it for a while. Something clicked, I decided this wasnt going away, and I joined this forum. the rest is history...