I became a furry at heart when I was around 4 , i had a dinosaur toy that i reely loved , even after a now x-step bro broke it .
I liked the usual games (sonic,timestalkers,marioworld,ect) and as a result became very attached to games. The next 9 years of my life developed my imagination and by 13 i was a total gamer freak , up until now i had no idea what "Furry" meant.
As laim as it sounds I was pushed over the edge by a pokemon, Lucario
After meeting it i was determined to possess it and shortly after I managed to get one. After seeing "Lucyo" which was the nickname i gave it, my imagination was overloaded with adventures that included us together, All i ever did was call it a phase and push the thoughts away, i knew it wasn't normal ...
I kept rejecting it until i was starting to dream about it, in the dreams we lived out many hardships and the dream that ill remember forever...
It was a dream about an alternate futer, i was living on a secluded island with her as a wife and 8 children, 4 were like a halfway between riolu and lucario, the notable differences being that their hands were human shape and they had wings ? When thinking about it all of us did, all of our wings were the same light blue feathers too , the other children 4 were argonians with wings ? and yet i found them so perfect
The image that i remember most vividly was my reflection in a wall made of mirror
I saw my true form, i was a slim and handsome argonian with the same beatiful blue wings as everyone else and i knew then and thee that was who i wanted to be.
over the next few years up until now all ive ever done is plan how i will live out my dream and during that time i also learned that the speicies i dreamt about was called a draconian.
I found this site when i tried to see if I had a mental condition, was i a freak ? was there anyone like me ?
I couldn't talk to anyone about it it was too awkward and i was afaid ...
So thats why im here, to share my insane fantasy without fear or shame.