Lonely Road
Step by step I walk,
Never in the mood to talk.
Alone, I stay on this road full of fear,
Mile after mile, year after year.
A flame, a groan, a roar of pain,
And those once close to me stare in disdain...
I cry to the heavens as I die inside,
Holding a pain my heart can never bide!
These tears, they flow like the tide,
Yet they remain trapped within my insides...
"Why!?" I roar to the skies above,
As I loose grip of all love...
"Why must I ruin everything I care about?"
"Why must I scream and shout?"
"How many lifetimes will it take:"
"For me to reach my fate!?"
Stumbling down this lonely road,
Every sign of death showed.
Liquour, drugs, magic charms,
Nothing the doctors gave me kept me calm.
How? How could I be tranquil?
It's hard enough just to be thankful.
I've lost my love, lost my friends,
This nightmare, it shall never end!
One mistake becomes two,
I never knew what to do.
Yeah, I stepped outta my place,
Yeah, I have these mistakes I'm afraid to face.
Nay, things weren't meant to be this way,
Nay, everything was supposed to be okay...
Pitter patter, it begins to rain.
A crash of thunder, so much pain.
The water rises to my knees,
All I can do is cry and bleed.
Water as dark as the void called my heart,
This foul shadow hides in every part.
It's up to my neck now and I can barely breathe,
These heavy emotions, why won't they leave!?
I breathe my last breath,
Waiting for death,
Engulfed by my own emotion,
Tainted with blood and guilt like the foulest potion...
My husk lies here forever on this lonely road.