An unusual wish...
A lot has happened, I'm sad to say,
And because of it I'm in pain today.
A bit of frustration, I was suddenly enraged,
Blind and ignorant, in my own selfishness I was caged.
I stirred up a storm, made things worse than they were,
And I ended up, upseting her.
I made a fatal mistake, one that's ruinin' my life,
I wish I could go back and undo this strife.
Hating myself and with good reason,
I'll isolate myself after comitting that treason.
Maybe I should move on and forget,
But I can't, I'm too full of regret,
Some say I should see her my foe,
Others say to ignore my memories and let go.
But I must be crazy 'cus I just can't do it!
I've got but one wish, that I'd like to submit;
Call it stupid or tell me I'm lying,
But this is what I wish for whenever I'm crying...!
"Just give her the life, she truly deserves,
Keep her smilin' and protected from the pervs.
Just let her be happy in all that she does,
I don't care what happens to me, as long as she is loved..."
My wish, my pains,
A person you'll never hear from again.
Yeah, just forget I ever existed,
Before I upset someone else and feel so twisted...
If someone is listening, please grant my wish;
Before I recieve, Death's morbid kiss...