yeah, i know how powerfully strong war emotions can be, and how they can leave you...if you survive that is. And i know it may seem weird, but i guess it runs in the family, im up for adventure, though it might change when i get there, hehe. my dad was called smidge and his friend was spider, they fought in the gulf war and others to, my uncle was called hutch but he`s not in it anymore due to his back after jumping out of helicopters. Im still not sure which to join though, like theres the army, the navy< the seals !!!! the sas < woop! and the R.A.F as well secret police forces and dog handlers!!...i still get upset when i hear and read the stories that so many soldiers have