mhm, glad to see unlike some artists you think youre amazing as soon as you can put pen to paper..... however there is no need to put yourself down so much, it will make you feel better if you give yourself some praise.... it will make you draw better too because as i have become when i realised i could actually draw i keep delving further trying out new stuff, and even if i fail absolutely miserably (im NEVER gonna look at watercolours with that guch stuff mixed the same again after the mess i made) i keep tring to refine so i feel happy.... even when for instance a friend said that somthing was out of proportion, i listenened but i thought, well i like it, it was my first attempt and i think i could do better ....
well i hope to see more!