Spike threw everything he could fit into the garbage bag. He took a final look at all the pre-rolled joints in his palm before they slipped through his fingers into the bag. He tossed all they syringes and spoons into a container and chucked them. As he threw each of the pipes in order of the way they were lined up in his drawer, he began to have second thoughts of what he was doing. He looked up into the mirror, his face lined with the deep bags below his eyes, the bloody bandages wrapped arpund his head, and the emptyness in his eyes, he finally remembered why he was doing this. He walked over to the bong on his desk and grabbed it by the top end before swinging it like a bat against the wall to have it shatter into millions of pieces. As the sound of the glass broke the silence, it felt like Spike's heart had been ripped in half. He collapsed to his knees with the realization of what he'd just done. He clenched his chest, he head pressed against the floor, leftover shards cracking under his head, he broke into tears.