He shook his head more violently, apparently trying to ward off whatever is making him forgetful. "No, I'm forgetting my past every ten seconds, I just now regained a shard of it, someone doesn't want me to remember the name I just told you, now write it down, and never show it to me until I come back" He took a quick breath, and then pecked Aidin on the cheek before continuing "I'm sorry I kept forgetting about saying this, but I really enjoy being with you, even when you are violent" he let out a growl of pain as the feeling returned, just barely getting pushed away again.