Relationship has ended

[Asia Kali Yusufzai]

Guess what ladies! After the two and a half best years of my life, my fiancee finds out that she isn't bi! SHE'S A LESBIAN! She may still love me but she doesnt love my incredible physique and manly features.

You all know what that means, don't you? I've become another fish in the sea. I may have lost the most amazing woman I have ever seen, but I still have the best friend I've ever had.

I knew something catastrophic was gonna happen, since nothing this good ever lasts, since life is a test. It's not much of a test if I breeze through it. Although I dont think I ever planned for this eventuality

Either way, this is just a ripple of the event. Because of my life and the kind of person I have become out of years of unbearable hardship, I can take anything.

I'll be just like normal by tomorrow.

[Philly Tanuki]

You were engaged for two and a half years

[Asia Kali Yusufzai]

You were engaged for two and a half years

nah only for about 6 months.

though the engagement was supposed to be for 2 and half years since we weren't gonna get properly married until I finished university.

[Philly Tanuki]

Oh I see now.  Sometimes I take things too literally

[WingedZephyr]

Please remember that this is not a dating site, and that we don't allow "advertising for a mate". Ranting about what's happened is fine, proclaiming that you're now available and looking for a mate is not. Since I assume this is more of a rant, I'll let the thread stay open...

[Asia Kali Yusufzai]

hehehe, it was supposed to be a joke. Well maybe I've been playing too much saints row and the humour in that has infected me. Oh well.

Really I'm not interested in actively looking for someone. I never have been since most people are just completely uninteresting, especially those who go out looking for people to hook up with.

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

I'm sorry to hear that your relationship has ended. It can be tough.
But I'm glad that you're dealing with it well.

[Asia Kali Yusufzai]

the question is, am I dealing with it well?

I mean, the feelings you'd expect are all there, and yet I'm acting like i'm the greatest thing in the world and can take on anything.
How I feel is that I'm freefalling. Because she was my security. How is my life gonna turn out now? Frankly I dont know what's gonna happen and there's nothing to indicate that it will turn out well.
I'm also angry that it had to happen, and so I take out my anger in Saints Row.

All I can do is ride the wave, and if in two weeks, I'm more messed up than ever, then obviously boasting and dancing has not worked.
it worries me because I've been through some horrible stuff, and I know that there is worse out there, so what's gonna happen to me, I dont know.

This all may sound hideously selfish, but my ex (never had to say that before) is gonna be fine, she's on the up because of this. It's good for her, and I'm happy for her.
I'm not happy when looking at my own predicament.
There's more to it than I'm saying but generally my points all fit the situation.

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

I believe you'll turn out fine. There's somebody out there for you.
I know it sounds like the same old thing that everyone says to people when they go through a break up, but when I say it, I actually mean it.
I believe you will find somebody else because I believe that there's at least one someone for everyone. You may think that you found "the one" in this girl but it is possible that there's somebody else for you that you will love just as much, if not more.
I only wish the best for you in this situation and hope that it doesn't mess you up.

[Asia Kali Yusufzai]

Well that probably wont happen for a long long time.

The chances that I met her were astronomical. Anyone who could match me like she did are insanely rare.
That may seem pessimistic, or incredibly obvious to you, either way...

There's a long life to live